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These past few weeks have been really stressful, and i feel like out relationship is really being put to the test right here right now. I mean in a way, its not a bad thing yea? Because earlier we always talked about the future, for example when we were talking about how busy you would be when REAL started. Well i wasn't expecting it to be SO extremely busy, so guess i was kinda shocked by that, but hey, if its not busy, then its not gonna be fulfilling, yea? Also, i didn't know that second year was gonna be so difficult, coz after first year, i felt that uni life was gonna be a breeze. To me, it was just a matter of how high my marks could get, but then i was brought back to earth by the first 3 weeks of sept. Well now i'm kinda getting used to it, so its not that bad, with regards to time management and everything. But like you! I'm in school basically from 9 to 5 for like 3 days a week. This is a huge test for us, but i can feel that this is a test that we're gonna pass with flying colours, side by side.

Looking back from the time i first met you when you appeared on my msn list, i can't help but think, perhaps in a naive sense "how much we've been through, how much we've done together, and how much patience we've had regarding one another's shortcomings". God has a plan for us, a MAJOR plan, and it far exceeds what we have planned for ourselves.

I think its true that you never realise what you have, until you start missing it. We used to be able to spend so much time together and everything, back in the days when you were still in J1, so much so that i didn't feel like there were times whereby you weren't there. But come this year, mannn, i've truly missed your presence, so much so that every small thing matters so much to me. I apologize if i've been selfish, i'm sorry. I'm working at it. Haha, but on a more serious note... every little word of encouragement, every short sms, every message left on my msn... your early morning dingdongs, they mean so much to me. (paiseh about the birthday card. HAHA. =P)

Many tests i've aced, this one is no exception. =D